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shout out to this guy right here because he's definatly in Europe!! and shout out to lip stick and kisses..NOTHIN LIKE A GOOD NIGHT OF YOUNGLIFE!!! So i just had a talk with my mom about dreams kinda sorta. Lately I've been thinking a lot about my future and what my dreams are. I realized I don't really have any except to get married and have kids and just be happy and in love. I personally have always thought that makes sence but now i'm starting to doubt it. Everyone else has more solid dreams..they want to be teacher, photographers, missionaries, or somthing other than just married and kids and HAPPY. Of course everyone wants to be happy. What kind of a dream is that? Shouldn't you already be happy. Today before even talking to my mom i came to the conclusion that i'm going to pray for my dreams and i'm going to focus on life now and not worry so much. Good Good..right? I talked to mom..she said that thats not a bad dream..its a typical dream! I realized that i have high expectations for the guy in my life..but that i'm not patient. I want a guy who's a christian that will love me and want to spend time with me. Some one who knows me well and wants to treat me right. Someone thats on my side but likes to challenge me a little bit too. I realized that this guy probably wont come right now..and i'm kinda wasting my time worrying about the ones that arent fitting my expectations. I want to have fun and i can but my heart cant keep getting into these pointless things. I've had that connection with only one guy. I want that again..not that guy so much not the things that came a long with it..but now i know that i can love and that i can connect with someone. That guy will come..i just have to wait. The Lord is telling me to wait..he is saying NOT NOW BECKY. He will not disapoint me. My dreams will come true..I have God in my life..he is my love and my best friend. He will not disapoint me. He wants me to win..hes that teacher that doesnt want you to fail the class..he does what he can to help those who want it. Hes not that teacher who stands at the board showing the class how smart they are by doing the problem really really fast knowing we are gettin nothing out of it. I will figure it out..eventually it will come to me! Dream big..thast all i have to say have high expectiations..or you will not be satisfied in the end |
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It's incredible how much things can change in a year! I remember back to this day a year ago..and i was so different but yet very similar today was a marking point..i wanted to get to this day so bad..i remember thinking i wish it was a year from now..i remember thinking..what's it going to be like in a year! Looking over the past year..its been insance! It's crazy how the years of memory start to build up.. ..i start to realize that this is my life..this is who i am! that song by switch foot comes to mind "This is your life..are you who you want to be?" |
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| Life on earth is to short to worry about the little things that only last day to day!!
Be Silly
Have fun
dont care
but
care
LOve
but not too much
BE HAPPY!!!!
love your best friend
i do |
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| I LOVE LIFE..
i love friends
I LOVE LOVE LOVE GOD!!!!
muahhh to you all for an amazing bday |
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| ITS SUMMER TIME!!!!
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